11/14/10
Today, I got a call from my best friend. Figuring nothing was wrong, I answered with “Hi Wifey!!”Only to get sobbing on the other end in return. Losing the smile I quickly asked what was wrong. Through her tears she managed to choke out that her grandmother just died.
At first (because of my big fear) I thought it was a joke. I don't know why, but I absolutely fucking hate myself for it. I'm really going to miss her. She was nice, and to her I was “Orion.” My grandfather just died too, on the third anniversary of my other grandfather's death.(11/12/10) No tears, though. None at all. I just can't cry. It depress